- Reason: Cosmetic
- Ethnicity: Black / African descent
- Country: Sweden
- Listed: July 29, 2017 1:04 pm
- Expires: 2 days, 7 hours
I wish to live like a normal person with confidence. I want to talk and get to know a LOT of people. But I can’t do that because I’m so selfaware. I’ve felt bad about my looks for years.. So When I talk to people, I feel intimidated. I’m always thinking that the person I’m talking to is judging how wide my nose is, or how big my nostrills are or how weird my teeth look When I talk. I’ve wanted to fix my nose, teeth and profile for about 6 years.
I’m twenty years old now but my self-confidence hasn’t gotten any better. My mother wouldn’t let me do a nose surgery untill now when she finally understands how bad It’s been affecting my social life and mental health.
I started feeling less beautiful than everybody else once I started going to school. Other girls would always get attention from boys while I would get none. I thought that maybe that It was because I was a black girl in a scandinavian country, but as time passed I realised that it was more than that. Little by little I started noticing how wide my nose actually is, I’ve got gaps between my teeth and even an overbite.
Ofcourse there are other things that I find attractive on myself but no matter how well I’m dressed or how fleeky my make up is or how pretty my body is. I still feel insecure about my nose, profile and overbite. I just want to be happy with myself.
I just want to confidently walk with my head up high one day. I want to talk without feeling intimidated.. I want to live.
And I’m not doing this because of other people or because someone have talked me into it. I’m doing it for myself.. Because it doesn’t matter what other people think about you. What matters is how you feel and think about yourself, right? So if somebody is reading this. I’m praying.. Please help me.
My wish here is to get the surgery done in South Korea. For the nose it would cost me about 4800 USD, nostrils 2300 USD and the price for my overbite I’m not sure of but I will need a total of at least 10,000 USD and because that’s a LOT of money I don’t expect someone to just hand all that amount to me. But please, if you’ve got anything that can help me on my way of reaching 10, 000 USD. Please donate. I will delete this ad when I’ve reached my goal. And once the surgery is done I will post before and after pictures. Once again please help me and thank you to those who will. God bless you!