Insecure about my botched mommy maker/smile/and PCOS

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I’m here to raise fund for my botched mommy makeover , get vaneers, and full head to toe laser hair removal in 2017 I paid over 12000 for a mommy makeover and it turned out to be a nightmare. My left implant never dropped as promised and my stretch marks on my tummy look worse than before the tummy tuck . I’m a very shy person and 99% of that is because I’m afraid to have close relationships with people because I don’t want to be judged by my botched body. Dating is very difficult because when it comes to sex, my left implant sits so high that my nipple sags and it can be a huge deal breaker during sex . I feel like I’m dying inside and all they can see is my flaws . My teeth is another insecurity of mine ! I haven’t smiled showing teeth in over 13 years . It’s odd when someone says a funny joke out in public and I have to cover my mouth to laugh. The anxiety is intense which has caused me to be a huge introvert to avoid social interactions. I just want to feel pretty again . I’m a mom of 3 boys and since my last child , I have been dealing with an imbalance of hormones in my body that results in DISRESPECTFUL, BOLD, PAINFUL ingrown hairs ( all over my body , most of my hair follicles contain 3 thick strains coming out of one follicle. It’s has taken over 70%. Of my body leaving me with layers and layers of scar tissues under my armpits embedded with long, thick, entangled, bold, hairs that’s grow inside of my armpit and have yet to puncture through the skin. Shaving, waxing, tweezing, and hair removal products have become nightmares to me. At this very moment both armpits have two deep cuts in the center of them because I tried to find the trapped hair to tweeze it to remove the pain. The pain of armpit ingrown hairs are indescribable, I spend hours in a day trying to tweeze each hair . This takes up most of my day and I’ve come to the conclusion I need electrolysis ( permanent laser hair removal) !!!!! My pubic hairs are the same way ( razor bumbs, scar tissue, deep embedded ingrowns under the skin throughout my entire bikini line . I will gladly appreciate any donations for my cause and my journey to helping me become a better version of myself .

(For any photos of my areas of concern: botched breast etc, please contact me through email I will be more than happy to send them)

Here is a link to a laser hair removal link that I truly believe can fix my razor bumb/ ingrown issue ( I choose several different hair removal devices )

Sweetcookie gift list – Amazon Custom Gift List – https://www.amazon.com/registries/custom/UCKZO8630QI1/guest-view

Very respectfully,
Bea